I cannot agree more with the utmost belief and total confidence that Allah alone is The Most Just (Al-‘Adl), The Most Merciful (Ar-Rahman), The Most Understanding (Al-‘Alim) , The Most Loyal Companion (Al-Wali).
As no matter how hard I’ve tried in this life, the only One who knows me best is none but Allah the Almighty.
I could try and try to please people, but that would be silly as the true reward comes from Allah, so it is Allah whom I should please (Ellin, blog ni pun namanya ila mardhatillah! Ya Allah)
*Trying to remind myself and make more sense of my current state of living*
I’ve tried so hard, and yet people don’t see that, because what they see and what they want is the end result. Which I still am yet to produce.
I’ve tried to work as fast as possible, yet people see me as slow (which sure works well to bring down my self-confidence).
But what Allah wants to see is our effort, and not the outcome, because the outcome lies within His ultimate Power.
Allah melihat kepada niat dan usaha kita, yang lain serahkan sahaja kepadaNya untuk menentukannya.
If humans can apply this (that effort to produce the outcome is worth something too, and not just the outcome), the world would become a better place. Hehe.
But that’s just left for me to dream, which I don’t have time to do anyway.
Better to work on something than to dream about something too far-fetched, isn’t it?
‘…hanya dengan mengingati Allah hati akan menjadi tenang…’